Study Hall

Hey friends. I'm in study hall right now. Bored. Sometimes in study hall I sleep or do homework or go to the band room, but today I feel like talking to my friends. Lucky you. I have math homework that's due in like two hours, but I can do that at lunch. 
For an update, Jazmen has not had her baby yet. I worked through some stuff on my own and figured out that I really don't want to wallow in it anymore, so this is basically a written statement of me letting it go. I found out yesterday that the funeral for Larry is on Saturday. So I get to spend a whole day of awkward conversation with family that I would like to be closer to, but am not because they suck. Yeah, my family really could use some counseling, but I don't think any amount of talking about our feelings could amount to anything good. Especially if everyone's there. I just hope for Jacob and Chris's sake that everyone can just get along so they have one less thing on their mind. 
I don't really know what to say.... It's really warm out today! Like in the 80's. And for my German readers, if you don't know, its really warn, especially for Wisconsin right now. Like it seriously snowed in April. But that's Wisconsin weather for you. So I'm wearing shorts. As uncomfortable I am with my chubby legs (:/) I didn't want to be burning up. I also realized that this blog is just a play by play of my life. Not really a whole lot of 'figuring things out,' is there?
But that's okay. Though today I do want to talk about someone who used to mean the world to me. His name is Victor. He lives in Canada. We got super close and talked all the time. He is older than me, but he is one of, if not, the nicest guy I have ever met. I could talk to him about anything and he would completely understand. Seriously, he was my punching bag, shoulder to cry on, and comedian when I needed one, but there was no one there for me. We don't talk anymore, because I changed. Well, first I was upset that he just stopped talking to me, without telling me why. Then when I heard that, I was, and still am, upset that he doesn't realize that people change. I don't understand what's so hard to understand about that. I mean don't get me wrong. I am totally and completely against any sort of change, but I work through it instead of running away from it. 
Yeah, so I have a feeling you will be hearing more about him in days to come. I might even make a whole blog just about him, but for this study hall hour....
Live long and love life my sparkly cupcake unicorns:)