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Today's probably gonna be a rant. Not sure why, but this is a problem that I see people having all the time. It's running away from their problems. Like, I know we all do that, it's just a part of life, but personally I think that people should just suck it up and face their problems. Maybe I'm not the best person to talk about this, seeing as instead of facing my problems, I cut myself. But that's not the point at hand. The point today is that everyone I love has been running away from their problems. And I have three perfect examples of that today.
First, my sister. As you know from previous blogs, she just ran away from life here in Green Bay and went out on her own. I don't know all the dirty details so I guess I can't judge that much. But she left without explaining and that really bothers me. So I really have no other options but to judge. Now I guess I have moved on since she had her baby. But that's still not the point. 
Next is Victor. He just ran away from me. He didn't bother telling me what I did wrong or to piss him off, just left. I actually sent him a message last night on Skype. I'm pretty proud/upset with myself about that. Since I promised myself and him that I wouldn't contact him anymore, but I do feel better making sure he knows that he's still on my mind. 
And last is my best friend. She went through some stuff last summer and her mom just found out about it a few weeks ago. And my friend, lets call her A, has been putting it off because she didn't want anyone to find out. And she had to go to the police yesterday and file charges, and her mom wants to get a restraining order against the person. Anyway, so this morning, we were talking, and I was trying to explain to A that what she went through is a very big deal. And she thinks that since it's her she can just blow it off and she is an exception. Well, then I had to explain to her that it is a big deal and she can't be selfish about it. If she had told her mom right away, and not put it off then I can see where she's coming from. But she has actually used the incident against people so can can win in an argument. And that's low. Quiet selfish and immature. Very immature actually. If you're not going to do anything about it, then you can't use it in 'battle.' 
Yeah, and the best part about those three people is that they are the the only three people that I felt comfortable talking to about my depression. And what I'm going through. But now I don't have anyone, a) because they ran away from their own problems, why would they want to help with mine, b) I feel like I've talked all my people up, and I have no one to talk to, and c) I feel like I don't matter to any of them anymore anyway. Like why would they just run away if I actually meant anything to them in the first place. Like don't my feelings matter? I thought so. Guess I'm wrong...
Yeah, always remember to: 
Live long and love life my sparkly cupcake unicorns