Thursday, May 2, 2013

Single Ladies!

Hey y'all! I'm single! Yes, I did it. I dumped Wisdom. I was nice and tried to do it easily but he just made it really hard. He was mad. I don't understand why, but I really haven't been dumped so I guess I really can't judge that bad. And he did that whole trying to change my mind thing, too, which really bothered me. 
The funeral is this weekend. I have to wear a dress. My mom said it's because my aunt Lynn judges her and her side of my family, so I have to impress Lynn. But honestly, if she has to be impressed to accept people then she has things she needs to work through. I am her family and   I shouldn't have to impress her to be accepted! This is really bothering me. Like my last name and her maiden name are the same! We have the same blood flowing through our bodies! If I need to try my best and look my best to be around her, then I don't want to be around her.
Family shouldn't be about impressing each other. Or trying to be better. It should be about accepting each other and being able to listen when someone has stuff they're going through. Not calling their grandpa and asking about them, instead of asking the person themselves. 
Ugh, sorry. Yeah, so if you can't already tell, no one on my dad's side of the family really gets along. Like originally there was six kids, and two died, so now there's only four, but still. They still act like they're children and bring their children into their problems so everyone's involved. To be completely honest, I would like to see that side of the family go a month without drama. But that won't happen, because drama runs through their blood. That means that it runs through my blood, but at least I try not to let it control me and affect my life. 
Well that's a little about my psycho family. I hope that at least it comforts you in that your family isn't the only, or the craziest family out there. There really are worse.... Yeah, bye.
Live long and love life my sparkly cupcake unicorns:)

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